When your gone

I only know that i can't change.
Everything else doesn't stay the same.

The world, and you, continues to turn and revolve
While i lie stagnant and refuse to evolve.

I'm stuck in a place, empty and cold, where happiness is devoid.
that elusive creature, which i once possessed, which i can now only avoid.

As i walk through the night and stare up into the dark sky,
the once bright, comforting stars stare at me hollow, and i produce many a sigh.

My purpose is gone, my zest lost.
once it's gone then only can i calculate it's true cost.

The fire that once burned inside of me is extinguished.
But now all has vanished and in your eyes i am no longer distinguished.

Care which once warmed and nourished my soul
has now left and turned too distant disdain and dole.

The burden i've placed upon myself feels too heavy
without you here by my side to keep me steady.

Sad stuff I know. But hey paper is a good outlet. Wrote this awhile back but it had to be published or at leas posted on my site!Nways enjoy